Saturday, September 8, 2012

Never say goodbye

time flies so freaking fast :( what i hate the most is farewell. i know soon or later this will happened. cant hold my tears anymore. i wish i could turn back the time :'(


Monday, July 30, 2012

The sleepy head

way too sleepy in class, so i get myself to answer all the questions below

1. This is seriously going to get personal, you ready?
- Go on
2. If you were caught cheating, would you fess up?
- im loyal
3. The last time you felt honestly broken?
- forget
4. Are you craving something?
- yeahhhh
5. If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
- money money maneeee

6. Would you rather have ten kids, or none?
- omaigwuattttt -.- none

7. What do you hear right now?
- sounds from the video that my lecturer gave

8. Is your bed against more than one of your walls?
- yes
9. What’s on your mind right now?
- everything

10. Are you there for your friends?
- errr

11. Last person to see you cry?
- you

12. What do you do when you get nervous?
- bit my finger

13. Be honest, do you like people in general?
- some of them yes
14. How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
- 25+
15. Does anyone completely understand you?
maybe no.

16. Do you have a reason to smile right now?
- no. way too sleepy
17. Has anyone told you they don’t ever wanna lose you?
- yes :')

18. Would you be happier if life had a rewind button?
- big yes!
19. Do you tell your mum or dad everything?
- not everything
20. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?
21. Are you going to get hurt anytime soon by someone?
- maybe?
22. This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
- no -____-
23. Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
- future
24. How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
- depends

25. Are you easy to get along with?
26. Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
- a bit
27. What was the last drink that you put in your mouth?
- mineral water

- single and sucks
29. Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
- before
30. Do you like the rain?
- sometimes
31. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
- yes
32. Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do?
- ya
33. Would people refer to you as a goodie goodie, bad news, or neither?
- idk
34. Who were you last in the car with, besides family?
- my housemate
35. What’s the last movie you saw in theaters and with who?
- dark night rises with friends
36. Have you ever kissed someone who had a boyfriend/ girlfriend?
- no way
37. Have you ever been hurt by someone you never thought would hurt you?
- yes
38. Your parents are out of town. Would you throw a massive party?
- nah
39. Do you regret a past relationship?

- not really
40. Would you rather spend a Friday night at a concert or a crazy party?
- concert maybe?
41. Do you tend to fall for the same type of person over and over?
- no
42. Have you made a joke about somebody that made them cry?
- yess
43. Do you care too much about your appearance?
- yes
44. Are you a jealous person?
- not really
45. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
- yes
46. Do you miss anyone?
- absolutely yes
47. What are you doing tomorrow?
- class -.-

48. Are you the type of person who has a new boyfriend/ girlfriend every week?
49. Is there anyone you want to come see you?
- yes
50. Who was the last person you had a serious conversation with?
- no one

Friday, July 20, 2012

One step closer

time flies really way too fast. we're almost ended July about 10 days more. well, I've been doing my assignments and seriously holiday makes me feel so lazy nowadays. lots of work are waiting to be done -.- btw, its less than one month! yayy!! you guys know how excited i am :D i'll tell you why when the d-day come :) and now just enjoy the photos that i found from tumblr, i'll see you again around soon :)


Friday, July 13, 2012

Friday the thirteen

hello, sorry for the abandoned blog. i'm too lazy to update this bog. life has been treated me well. but still i miss my family. even I've met them but still, it sucks when you live far far away from them *sigh. well, i don't know what to write anymore. see ya again!


Wednesday, June 27, 2012


i'm homeeeeeee! :D 

Sunday, June 17, 2012

We gone mad

happy father's day to my super daddy <3 and to all fathers around the world. i miss him so much, its still 2 week left for my hometown *sigh. btw, as you guys don't know, I got fever  for almost 4 days this past few days. i went to check up and you know what i still can't believe what the doctors said about my sickness. they told me that my white blood is way too high and there's bacteria inside my blood. and i got urine infection. wtf. i know right. it doesn't makes any sense for me. and as you know, I've been so busy with my final projects. still done with 20% of my projects and 5 days left before the D-day. yes i know. fml. gotta continue my work. bye!
please mind my rudeness cause this final.
dewi novita sari

Friday, June 8, 2012

Hello June

hey, how have you been this recent days? i was so busy doing my final projects *sigh. its june now. time really ticks way too fast. still remember when we were waiting to welcome the year 2012? its been 6 months since that day and now we're in the middle month of the year. yay or nay? well, mom and sis will coming here. 11 days left. hehehe. then i'll be going home too! :D ttyl. seeya!

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Forever and Ever


Sunday, May 20, 2012


Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Faded away

If you’re in a long distance relationship you know these kind of people, the type of annoying people that always say something along the lines of:
“You’re in a long distance relationship? Wow! I love him/her so much, but I could never be that far away from them for a long time.”

All right, the first statement that I’ve heard a million times over is the most annoying crap I’ve ever had listen to. I always thought being in a long-distance relationship was not a big deal, you can just talk on the phone or on the internet instead of seeing each other in person. Sadly, I forgot about the time differences. I’m probably a little bit biased and sick to death of love with all the couple's stuff I’ve seen but when you’re hundreds or thousands of miles away from each other, seeing happy couples everywhere you go, is really crapSometimes I'm afraid that he will fall in love with another girl that he met there. Well, even he said he will never cheat on me but who knows, right? Don't get me wrong if one day I won't believe any boys. Back to reality, been struggling this few days. Tons of assignments are waiting to be done. Should really stop procrastinating. Better continue my assignments. Bye.

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Home is the best place

hello bloggers, how's life been treating you ? hope its treating you well from head to toe :) and i bet you won't hear about mine -.- I've been waiting for next month. really. i wanna go home. i miss home so badly. i miss my family. i miss my friends. i miss my hometown's foods. and of course i miss you too. i wish i can fast forward the time *sigh* btw, since this semester i only got 2 days of school, so it turns me into a lazy cat and procrastinating has been my best friend nowadays. well i should really finish all my assignments ASAP. goodnight then :)

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

May Day

Here's my to do list :
1. SAVE MORE MONEY! (should really stop shopping or there will be a world war III )
2. Stop procrastinating. Do all my assignments before the D-day
3. Get my beauty sleep
4. Get A for all my subjects this semester or at least B+
5. Find a part time job (seriously i need more money but I'm too lazy to work -.-)
6. Gym!
7. Should really stop procrastinating better continue doing my asshitments.

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Feeling so high

1 - Who was the last person you texted? my neighbor
2 - When is your birthday?  3rd March
3 - Who do you want to be with right now? him
4 - What sports do you play? none
5 - Who is the first person in your contacts? arlia
6 - What is your favorite song as of the moment? you and i - jar by chance
7 - If you were stranded on an island, who do you wish to be with? everyone i love
8 - What do you feel right now? blue
9 - What chocolate is your favorite? don't really like chocolate
10 - How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had? 987654321
11 - Why did you create a Tumblr account? don't have any
12 - Who is your favorite blogger? none
13 - Where do you want to be right now? his arms
14 - What do you want to be in the future? someone's eternal love
15 - When was the last time you cried? last night
16 - Are you happy? not really
17 - Who do you miss? you
18 - If you were given a chance, would you like to have a different life? yes
19 - What was the best thing you were given? My family
20 - Who was the last person who called you? TM Unifi service
21 - What is your favorite dish? western
22 - Who is your best friend? got lots of close friends but not best friends

23 - What is your biggest regret? lots.
24 - Have you ever cheated on your partner? never ever
25 - Who do you spend crazy moments with? my boy
26 - Name someone pretty. Dewi Novita Sari. lol
27 - Who was the last person you hugged? my dad
28 - What kind of music do you listen to? broken hearted songs
29 - Are you over your past? no
30 - Who is the last person in your contacts? sophia
31 - What kind of person do you want to date? him
32 - Do you have troubles sleeping at night? yes
33 - From whom was the last text message you received? my neighbour
34 - What do you prefer, jeans or skirt? jeans
35 - How’s your heart? skips a beat
36 - Did you ever have a girlfriend/boyfriend whose name starts with a “J”?  no
37 - Do you like someone as of the moment? yes
38 - What would you want to say to your latest ex-boyfriend/ex-girlfriend? nothing
39 - Do you have any phobias?  no
40 - Did you try to change for a person? yes
41 - What’s the nicest thing have you given to someone? idk
42 - Would you go back to your previous relationship? hell no
43 - Are you in a good or bad mood? no
44 - Name someone you can’t live without. family
45 - Describe your dream date. anywhere as long as with him
46 - Describe your dream wedding. outdoor with pastel colors and people i love
47 - How many roses did you receive last Valentine’s? 00000
48 - Have you ever been kissed? Yes
49 - How long is your longest relationship? half year
50 - Do you regret your past? sometimes
51 - Can you do something stupid for someone else? yes i can
52 - Have you ever cried over someone? yes
53 - Do you have a grudge against anyone? no
54 - Are you a crybaby? maybe
55 - Do people praise you for your looks? sometimes
56 - Did you fall for someone you shouldn’t? no
57 - Have you ever done something bad but you don’t regret? idk
58 - Do you like getting hurt?no one likes
59 - Does anyone hate you? never care
60 - Did you slap anyone whose name starts with an “R”? never ever
61 - What hair color do you prefer? i love my natural black color hair
62 - If you can change anything about yourself, what is it? be smart
63 - Do you love someone as of the moment? yes
64 - Have you ever thought of killing yourself? no -.-
65 - Do you have issues with somebody in your school? no
66 - Can you live without internet? hell no
67 - What’s the song that remind you of your special someone? fall for you - secondhand serenade
68 - Are you good at holding back your tears? not really
69 - Are you a crybaby? read 54
70 - Have you ever experienced being hysterical? no
71 - Are you a KPOP fan?never ever
72 - Do you study hard? nah -.-
73 - Have you ever sacrificed something important to you for someone you love?  yes
74 - Did you ever had a kiss under the moonlight? wish to :p
75 - Have you ever ridden a boat? yes
76 - Did you have an accident last year? no
77 - What kind of person are you? idk
78 - Have you ever thought of killing someone? no
79 - Have you ever been jealous? no
80 - How can you prove your love to someone? always be there for them
81 - What are you thinking right now? anything
82 - Who is the 6th person in your contacts? can you please stop it?
83 - Do you have any memories you want to erase? hell yeah
84 - Have you been hurt so bad that you can’t find words to explain how you feel? no
85 - Did you ever badmouth someone?  sometimes
86 - Have you ever had an argument with someone? of course
87 - Do you have trust issues? no,
88 - Are you broken-hearted? a bit
89 - Who’s the person who first comes to your mind when someone mentions “love”? him
90 - Do you think all the pain is worth it? someday it will worth it
91 - Do you believe in the phrase “If it’s meant to be, it will be”? yes
92 - Who do you want to marry? you
93 - Do you believe in destiny? destiny created by God
94 - Have you ever thought “I already found my soulmate”? errrr
95 - How do you look right now? silly face
96 - Do you believe that first true love never dies? no
97 - Have you found your true love? maybe
98 - What should you be doing right now? doing my asshitments instead of procrastinating it.
99 - Name one of your ex-boyfriends/ex-girlfriends. none of your business
100 - Did you ever feel like you’re not good enough? all the time



got my haircut 2 days ago. not much different :|