Saturday, July 30, 2011

Hug is the best gift

Every time i'm with you, i wish that moment would last a little longer. i just want you to hug me one more time because i'm afraid that someday i will never feel that safe ever again. how i love when you wrap your arms around me. there's no better feeling being wrapped up close by you. baby please hug me and tell me everything will be fine.

xoxo,
Dewi Novita Sari

Friday, July 29, 2011

i'm home :D oh well, it was a nice trip but it sucks when you dropped your phone and now you cant used it. i feel stupid without my phoneeeeeeeeeeeeeee :'( i woke up at 2.30 a.m then off to the airport at 4 a.m. yeah, i got another morning flight! my mom's friend booked a wrong flight -___- arrived in medan at 9 a.m. photos will coming soon :p okay, ttyl :)

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Till we meet again

just got home from koki sunda with my friends. thanks for tonight :) and now mommy keeps yelling at me because i haven't packing at all -.- i'm going to KL tomorrow morning but i don't feel like going there tomorrow and i don't know why :| oh man! i hate morning flight! should wake up at 4 a.m. going to packing now or mommy will yelling at me again -___- see you!

xoxo,
Dewi Novita Sari

Sometimes truth isn't good enough

I should never have cared. but i did care. i cared a lot. and i still fucking care. and now i'm fucked up. totally fucked up! how i wish i could turn back the time. goodnight!

xoxo,
Dewi Novita Sari

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Our last time

Well, i bet it was our last time. i mean this year *sigh* i've been waiting this for 161 days long and just met for 2 times. i hope we'll meet again before you go :( i don't know why but every each day you're seem more and more far away from me. please take me back to the stupid moments and all the silly conversation. to the sleepless night where we could talk about nothing. frankly speaking, i typed this with my tears rolled out from my eyes, i don't know why but its rolled out by itself. signing off now, i can't stand it anymore. goodnight. i miss you ♡

xoxo,
Dewi Novita Sari

Monday, July 18, 2011

Tell me




imma so exhausted today. had been waiting for 7 hours at the police office to get my driving license. i hate waiting. yeah, everyone does. Now i'm totally stuck in this position.
I don't know what should I do to get out from this situation. i just feel like asdfghjkl -.- God, please tell me what should i do and choose.

xoxo,
Dewi Novita Sari

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Happy birthday Daddy ♥

Woke up at 6 a.m, settles into dad's room.and........ surpriseeeee!!! Happy birthday daddy!! wish you nothing but the BEST!! :D may God bless you always O:) love ya!! *kisshugs*

see how sweet my lil' sis :')

btw, happy birthday to my nephew, Levinsky Lim and happy birthday too Reffy Nugraha Halim. wish both of you have a good year ahead. Be blessed O:)

PS : present will coming soon :p

xoxo,
Dewi Novita Sari

Saturday, July 9, 2011


hello folks, how's your saturday? hope you guys had a great saturday :D I had my manicure today with mom and my sis :3 btw, i'm gonna make surprise for my dad's birthday on monday ;) you see, time flies really fast. maybe this will be the last bday i can celebrate together with him and my family. cause i will move from this town next 2 months *sigh* ahh, i'll miss dad, miss mom, miss my sisters, miss my grandma, miss my fellows, miss home, and miss everything :'( forget it. still 2 months left. let's spent it with happiness :D

xoxo,
Dewi Novita Sari

Friday, July 8, 2011

What your birthday stars foretell

I found my mom's foretell book and here's the meaning of my birthday.

3 March
Versatile, adaptable, generous, sensitive, you come under dominion of the planet Jupiter and the sign Pisces. People of your type, whatever their sex, always have a strongly maternal streak---you "mother" people. This very often entails taking on a good deal of responsibility. You will be your own worst enemy, but as you are able to turn your hard to most things and deal with most situations, there is nothing to regret. The fortunate number is 3; color, purple. Thursday would be a good day. Years of age which be divided by 3 or 12 are good.
As regards business, you have a capacity for running two things at the one time. If you lose, it will be through lack of concentration; when you gain, it will be through sheer luck and personal influence. Prosperity usually comes to your type fairly early, but you seldom save money. There would, however, be some luck in gambling, speculation and sweepstakes.
"Lucky in love" as a rule, you might marry more than once, and there would be happiness. The constitution is sensitive. You will be well when in congenial surroundings.

Well, that's the meaning of my birthday. And i hope the word "you might marry more than once" is totally wrong. I wont marry more than once. ONCE IS ENOUGH.

xoxo,
Dewi Novita Sari

Thursday, July 7, 2011

BOREDOM


boredom here boredom there boredom eveywhere *SIGH* how i wish september come faster faster and faster :( im really stuck with this forever holiday -_____- i really need VACATION nowwww!!!

xoxo,
Dewi Novita Sari

Tuesday, July 5, 2011







Pfftt,, another boring day. photos above were taken at 061 bistro on last sunday. and i tried a personality test and i got the result below.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.


xoxo,
Dewi Novita Sari

Saturday, July 2, 2011

Begging you

I don't know how long is it. that I've to resist everything. hide all of the truth in my heart, every time we meet, every time you turn to me, that i pretend to be still. do you know how much i have to force myself. can you hear that? my heart is telling you i love you. but i cannot reveal my true feeling to anyone. can you hear that? my heart is waiting there for you to open. can only hope you will know it someday. though i love you. though i feel it. but deep inside isn't brave enough. can you hear that my hear is still waiting there for you to open, can only hope you know it, that I'm the one here to love you, I'm begging you please know it someday.

xx,
Dewi Novita Sari