Thursday, March 31, 2011

Christine Herryna

"People change. They end up having nothing to say each other, even if they were best friends the year before." Yeah, we're best friends before but now we don't even say hi or smile to each other. This happens because of our misunderstanding. *sigh. Goshhh,, i miss her. i miss the way we used to chat and share anything without boundaries. i miss the great times we had hanging out together. how i wish we can get back like the way we used to be. i miss her. i miss her. i miss her. i do miss her so much. :'(

♥ dewi

1 month left

Time flew so fast, just about one month left for school and we're all going to say goodbye not goodbye but farewell. It always seems to amaze me how quickly change occurs. I know things never stay the same, but this time it's just not fair. I feel like i just met you, you, you and you. But things move on and it's time for us to move on too. So all i hope is that our friendship last forever fellas.

♥ dewi

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

AA's day

Happy 8teen birthday Angelina Anatassia (AA). Hope all your dreams come true. Big blast girl *kisshugkisshug :* . Here's some of the pictures. Enjoy :)

going to sleep now im too tired. goodnight xx

♥ dewi

Friday, March 25, 2011

This is life what you make it. No matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember: some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well they come and go too. And you know what, i hate to say it, most of them, actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart. But you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying hold on, and always always always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will??? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.

♥ dewi

Tuesday, March 22, 2011


Sometimes, i just feel kind of lost. I feel like everyone around me is going somewhere. Doing something, and always with someone. Sometimes i feel kind of alone. I kind of wish i had someone. You know? I mean i'm not going to just latch on the next boy i meet. I'm not desperate. I just kind of wouldn't mind having someone to sit with on the rocks by the river. To share a warm drink with in a coffee shop. To sit in the car and listen to music with. To dress up and go out with. To snuggle with in the winter. To cook fancy dishes with. Just to be with. I really have a fantastic life, and i enjoy it throughly. But i still think it would be nice to have someone to enjoy it with me. Sometimes i feel like i'm not enough. I feel like i'm not pretty enough, not skinny enough, not smart enough, not happy enough, not confident enough, not mysterious enough, not original enough, but not normal enough either. Other times i feel like i'm too much... to intense, too emotional, too self-conscious, too self-absorbed, too open with my thoughts and feelings, too much like everything and everyone else in the world. But i want to feel just right, i just want to feel just right for someone, just for once. and everything i've ever seen and felt keeps making me think that it is just too much to ask for being just right. and i really hate that, you know? i really hate being reminded constantly that i'm just not perfect for anyone i've ever met. i want to be someone to remember, a song or a poem that people memorize, a day or a night they never forget, a moment they want to relive, something they wish would never pass, a place they want to visit again and again, an act of kindness, a ray of sunshine, a kiss on your forehead, someone stroking your hair, a gentle touch, a balloon you spot in the air that someone let go, a reoccurring motif, that reminds you God.

♥ dewi

Monday, March 14, 2011

Don't judge a book by its cover

Everyone has a secret they haven't shared. Everyone has a past no one's heard about. Everyone has talents that people don't notice. Everyone has weakness hidden inside. Everyone has a story left untold, so never start judging someone thinking you know them back to front. Because the truth is, YOU PROBABLY DON'T.
♥ dewi

Sunday, March 6, 2011

Hell is coming

hello people, how was your weekend ?? :) i just staying at home doing nothing (though i must study but im too lazy to do it). yesterday i went to CA with my mom and her friends and my lil' sister for swimming. but before swimming we took some photos there, there's only one picture contains my face. hahaha. anw,, bout my birthday lil' party on last friday, here's some of the photos.

lazy to upload more cause i must resize it before upload it. heheh. im goin to off and continue to study for my semester test. the hell will coming tomorrow till 24 march *BIG SIGH*. have a nice sunday everyone. be blessed. xx :)
♥ dewi

Thursday, March 3, 2011

Welcome 18 ♥

i'm officially 18 now. it means i must be mature than now :)
thanks for the birthday greetings and wishes. thanks for ko bati who called me promptly at 12 pm last night and last but not least, thanks for someone out there for the birthday greetings photo and wishes. xoxo ♥. anw, i'll celebrate my birthday party (maybe it's not called party but just a small dinner) with my friends tomorrow. gonna have fun tomorrow :):):) am off to bed now. goodnight! xx

♥ dewi

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Goodbye 17

oh hello guysssss :D it's been so long that i haven't update this blog. how's life ? mine sucks. exam will comes around 5 days more and i haven't prepare anything yet since i was too lazy to study even to touch my books! *sigh. ahh, let's left it behind. today is 2nd of march and it means today is the last day for me being 17 year-old. just in 3 hours more i'm officially 18 year-old girl :) but till now i haven't make my identity card ==. anw,, i've got my early-gift from my dad. how i love him so much. you're the best dad ever. thanks dad xoxo♥. am going to off now. i'll tell you more about tomorrow. goodnight xx

with ♥, dewi