Saturday, January 26, 2013

Carpe Diem

Hell-ooo everyone, how's life been treating you lately? Ugh, for me, I just want to erase all the memories in the past. Well, 2012 is my favorite has been my favorite year so far. But not anymore, not until that day happened. I have felt the most extreme joy but was also slumped into depression for a few months time. But in my lowest lows I always learn my greatest lessons. I have learned to care less about what people think of me. I have learned that forgiveness is key to happiness. And I have never regretted loving someone. Well, I know how could I forget you (read:2012)when you gave me so much to remember. But let's just forget it. I won't be doing a round-up post of 2012, it was one of the harder years, one I'd rather not spend an hour remembering each month. At least not right now. Instead, I will keep my head up, my heart a bit more protected, and ready to accept what God has planned for 2013 -- though I pray I'm a little bit stronger, more flexible, and trusting in whatever it may be. And yes, I know, I know it's too late to say Happy New Year 2013. But its better late than never, right huh? So, right now I am desperate happy. Happier than I have been in months. I want to take a second to document this feeling. That head-over-heels, smitten kitten, fresh air is like a brand new beginning smile at everyone you see, kind of feeling. It's days like this that I realize, even though it may be fleeting, this kind of happiness is worth every second of sadness. It makes up for it all. Doesn't it always? And that's the way life seems to go. But this is just a reminder that it's always worth it.


Saturday, September 8, 2012

Never say goodbye

time flies so freaking fast :( what i hate the most is farewell. i know soon or later this will happened. cant hold my tears anymore. i wish i could turn back the time :'(


Monday, July 30, 2012

The sleepy head

way too sleepy in class, so i get myself to answer all the questions below

1. This is seriously going to get personal, you ready?
- Go on
2. If you were caught cheating, would you fess up?
- im loyal
3. The last time you felt honestly broken?
- forget
4. Are you craving something?
- yeahhhh
5. If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
- money money maneeee

6. Would you rather have ten kids, or none?
- omaigwuattttt -.- none

7. What do you hear right now?
- sounds from the video that my lecturer gave

8. Is your bed against more than one of your walls?
- yes
9. What’s on your mind right now?
- everything

10. Are you there for your friends?
- errr

11. Last person to see you cry?
- you

12. What do you do when you get nervous?
- bit my finger

13. Be honest, do you like people in general?
- some of them yes
14. How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
- 25+
15. Does anyone completely understand you?
maybe no.

16. Do you have a reason to smile right now?
- no. way too sleepy
17. Has anyone told you they don’t ever wanna lose you?
- yes :')

18. Would you be happier if life had a rewind button?
- big yes!
19. Do you tell your mum or dad everything?
- not everything
20. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?
21. Are you going to get hurt anytime soon by someone?
- maybe?
22. This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
- no -____-
23. Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
- future
24. How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
- depends

25. Are you easy to get along with?
26. Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
- a bit
27. What was the last drink that you put in your mouth?
- mineral water

- single and sucks
29. Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
- before
30. Do you like the rain?
- sometimes
31. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
- yes
32. Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do?
- ya
33. Would people refer to you as a goodie goodie, bad news, or neither?
- idk
34. Who were you last in the car with, besides family?
- my housemate
35. What’s the last movie you saw in theaters and with who?
- dark night rises with friends
36. Have you ever kissed someone who had a boyfriend/ girlfriend?
- no way
37. Have you ever been hurt by someone you never thought would hurt you?
- yes
38. Your parents are out of town. Would you throw a massive party?
- nah
39. Do you regret a past relationship?

- not really
40. Would you rather spend a Friday night at a concert or a crazy party?
- concert maybe?
41. Do you tend to fall for the same type of person over and over?
- no
42. Have you made a joke about somebody that made them cry?
- yess
43. Do you care too much about your appearance?
- yes
44. Are you a jealous person?
- not really
45. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
- yes
46. Do you miss anyone?
- absolutely yes
47. What are you doing tomorrow?
- class -.-

48. Are you the type of person who has a new boyfriend/ girlfriend every week?
49. Is there anyone you want to come see you?
- yes
50. Who was the last person you had a serious conversation with?
- no one

Friday, July 20, 2012

One step closer

time flies really way too fast. we're almost ended July about 10 days more. well, I've been doing my assignments and seriously holiday makes me feel so lazy nowadays. lots of work are waiting to be done -.- btw, its less than one month! yayy!! you guys know how excited i am :D i'll tell you why when the d-day come :) and now just enjoy the photos that i found from tumblr, i'll see you again around soon :)


Friday, July 13, 2012

Friday the thirteen

hello, sorry for the abandoned blog. i'm too lazy to update this bog. life has been treated me well. but still i miss my family. even I've met them but still, it sucks when you live far far away from them *sigh. well, i don't know what to write anymore. see ya again!