Begging you

I don't know how long is it. that I've to resist everything. hide all of the truth in my heart, every time we meet, every time you turn to me, that i pretend to be still. do you know how much i have to force myself. can you hear that? my heart is telling you i love you. but i cannot reveal my true feeling to anyone. can you hear that? my heart is waiting there for you to open. can only hope you will know it someday. though i love you. though i feel it. but deep inside isn't brave enough. can you hear that my hear is still waiting there for you to open, can only hope you know it, that I'm the one here to love you, I'm begging you please know it someday.

xx,
Dewi Novita Sari