Someone like you

see how the time flies? its wayyy toooo fastttt. its almost december now and imma so excited ;) Dear mr. clock, could you tick moremoremoreandmore faster please??

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

Stolen kiss

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

I will

I don't know what I'm going to end up doing with my life or who i will become in the future. But the one thing i truly know for certain is that i will find a way to make a difference. Whether it be in the whole world, a country, a small town or even in a single person's life. That's all i really want and though I'm not quite sure how i will accomplish this at the moment. But i know i will find a way, somehow.

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

Fucked up

had been crying like shit and got swollen eyes, fuck off.

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

Stay here

1. What is your middle name?
- Novita
2. How big is your bed?

- in KL single size. in Medan king size
3.What are you listening to right now?

- mistletoe
4. What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number?

- 5289
5. What was the last thing you ate?
- grapes
6. Last person you hugged?

- my dad :'(
7. How is the weather right now?

- rainy
8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?

- mommy :(
9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?

- you
10. Favorite type of Food?

- spicy
11. Do you want children?

- yes!

12. Hair color?
- black

13. Do you wear contacts?
- nope

14. Favorite holiday?
- every holiday :p

15. Favorite Season?
- autumn. even there's no autumn here -.-

16. Have you ever cried over a love lost?
- yes
17. Last Movie you watched?
- the adventure of tintin
18. What books are you reading?
- nothing
19. Piercings?
- yes
20. Favorite Movie?
- don't have any
21. Favorite college football team?
- there's no football team
22. What were you doing before filling this out?
- browsing
25. Favorite animal?
- dog
26. Favorite drink?
- ice lemon tea
27. Favorite flower?
- white rose <3
28. Have you ever loved someone?
- yes
29. Who would you like to see right now?
- YES
30. What color are your bedroom walls?
- white but will change it ASAP!
31. Have you ever fired a gun?
- nope
32. Do you like to travel by plane?
- yes
33. Right-handed or Left-handed?
- right but i wish for left :p
34. If you could go to any place right now where would you go?
- somewhere over the rainbow
35. Are you missing someone?
- absolutely
36. Do you have a tattoo?
- want to
37. Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings?
- there's no tv here -__-
38. Are you hiding something from someone right now?
- umm, yes
39. Are you 18?
- yep
40. What is the wallpaper on your cellphone?
- mickey and minnie mouse
41. Are you afraid of the dark?
- i'm afraid what's inside the dark

42. Favorite hangout:
- you mean place? i love nature
43. 3 things you can't live without?
- oxygen for sure! God and belovedddddd :)
44. Favorite songs?
- if you stay, if i die young, many moreeee
45. What are you afraid of?
- future
46. Are you a giver or a taker?
- depends
47. What are your nicknames?
- many -.-
48. What is your dad's middle name?
- none of your business
49. Stuck on a deserted island, and can only bring one thing?
- water?
50. Favorite TV commercial?
- don't even watch tv anymore
51. First thing you'll save in a fire?
- phone
52. What is your favorite color?
- pastel colors
53. What are the things you always bring with you?
- blackberry
54. What did you want to be when you were a kid?
- designer :)
55. What do you usually do when the alarm turns on?
- set it off
56. What color is your bedsheet?
- pink
57. Who do you want to meet?
- my family
58. What do you think about before you go to bed?

- anything

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

You mickey me crazy!

i saw this at Swarovski. i want it badly!!

i want this all!!!

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

Hold me tight

Hold me tight as we cuddle close,
I want to hear your hearts' melody,
Like the symphony of old love songs,
Hold me tight darling.

Touch my face with your tender hands,
And kiss me like you never have before.
Take my breath away with your lips.
Make me believe love is so real and true.

Hold my heart with your soul,
I want to feel the purity of your intent
I indulge in knowing that you're all mine.
Hold me tight and say you're mine.

Hold me as we sleep tonight,
So I can dream the love we both have.
This beautiful thing only me and you know,
Through the test of time it's always been you.

Hold my hand tightly, everywhere we go.
Because with you I feel so complete,
Darling wherever we are, wherever we go,
Just hold me tight and say i love you.

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

You yes YOU

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

11.11.11

Today is 11.11.2011 and its only once. Let's make a secret wish and hope it will come true :')

PS : 50 days before christmas. i'm so excited and i really can't wait for it. God please give me the best gift before i ended this year.

PSS : The only person I think about while listening to this song is someone out there <3

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

No one else

Never before I feel what I’m feeling right now,
Wishing and hoping it will pass somehow.
Is it true or it's just part of my illusions?
You make me see everything i couldn't.

I hope you will always stay and there's no more pain.
You’ve given me so much happiness I couldn’t explain.
With you, nothing else matters so much.
As long as you’re here right by my side.

Awakening the feelings I thought have died.
I would never let go of what I know is true.
It’s the feeling you make me feel my dear.
And when I’m with you, everything seems so clear.

You’re someone special, I couldn’t live without.
My feelings are real and there is no doubt.
No one else ever made me feel this way.
No words can ever explain what I’m trying to say.

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

Wanted

someone pleaseeee :(

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

In what form of communication did you last use to talk to the person you’re currently interested in?

Blackberry messenger


If you were to leave the house right now, would you change your outfit all?

of course yes


When was the last time something really cute happened to you?

i dont even remember


Why aren’t you texting the last person you kissed?

idk

Has anything happened to you within the past month that’s made you really happy?

err, yes?


Do you want to see someone right now?

YES! but it's IMPOSSIBLE!


Do you currently have feelings for anybody?

Yes.


Did a boy or girl text message you last?

girl


When was the last time something bothered you?

right now


What was the last thing you looked up on Youtube?

jet lag


Have you held hands with anyone in the past 24 hours?

no


Did the last guy/girl you kissed have any piercings?

Nope.


What exactly did you drink the last time you were intoxicated?

Never been intoxicated.


Do you actually love your parents?

yes i do


Have you ever had a school picture turn out absolutely dreadful?

some of them


Are you more prone to being the social butterfly, or the wallflower?

What's a ‘wallflower’?


Would you rather go to a Katy Perry or Taylor Swift concert?

Taylor Swift


Have you ever thrown up from working out?

I never work out


What pattern do the sheets on your bed have?

Dots


Are your days full and fast-paced?

Not at all


What languages can you count to ten or higher in?

Hokkian, Indonesia, English, Mandarin


Where did you get the underwear you are wearing right now?

somewhere over the rainbow

Was your last real relationship a mistake?

Nope

Who did you last say “I love you” to?

Him

Do you regret it?

Sometimes

Have you ever been depressed?

EVERYDAY

Are you a boy or girl?

girl

What is your relationship status?

Single

How do you want to die?

idk

Played any sports?

nope

Do you bite your nails?

sometimes

When was your last physical fight?

no idea

Do you have an attitude?

yes i do

Do you like someone?

Yeah

What is your real name?

Dewi

Are you gonna get high later?

wish so

Do you hate anyone at the moment?

no

Do you miss someone?

YES

Twirl or cut your spaghetti?

Twirl

Do you tan a lot?

No

Have any pets?

Yes

How exactly are you feeling?
mix
Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?
yes
Ever made out in the bathroom?
no
Would you take any of your exes back?
no
Are you scared of spiders?
nah
Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

Yeah.

Do you regret anything from your past?

sometimes

What are your plans for this weekend?

dont know

Do you want to have kids?

Yeah

Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an M?

mom. counted er? :p

Do you type fast?

Sometimes.

Do you have piercings? How many?

Two

Want any more?

No

Do you miss anyone from your past?

yes

What are you craving right now?

my hometown foodsssssssss!!!


Have you ever been on a horse?

yes

Kissed someone in a pick up truck?

no

Have you ever broken someone’s heart?

yes

Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

yes

Would you live with someone without marrying them?

Yeah.

What should you be doing?

sleep

What’s irritating you right now?

you

Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?

Yeah.

Does somebody love you?

idk

What is your favorite colour?

pastel colors

Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?

ever

Do you have trust issues?

sometimes

Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

Yeah.

Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?

No


Who was the last person you cried in front of?

Myself

Do you give out second chances too easily?

depends


Is it easier to forgive or forget? Forgive

Is this year the best year of your life?

don't think so

What was your child hood nickname?

idk

Have you ever walked outside completely naked?

No.

Do you believe everything happens for a reason?

a bit

What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?

praying

Have you ever been out of your province?

yes

Do you play the Wii?

No.

Are you listening to music right now?

no

Do you like Chinese food?

yes

Do you know your fathers birthday?

Yeah.

Are you afraid of the dark?

I’m afraid of what’s in the dark.

Is cheating ever okay?

Never

Are you mean?

i can be

Can you keep white shoes clean?

Nah

Do you believe in true love?

Yes

Do you like the outside?

yes


Are you currently bored?

Yes.

Do you wanna get married?

Yes

Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?

yes


Are you hungry?

a bit

Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?

no

What makes you happy?

nothing

Would you change your name?

No

Ever been to Alaska?

Nope

Do you watch the news?

Sometimes.

What’s your zodiac sign?

pisces

Do you like Subway?

never taste it

Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?

Yes.

Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

Idk

Do you talk like your friends?

err?

Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?

Yes.

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?

yes

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?

you

Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?

Yes. I hate it.

Favourite lyrics right now?
right now i wish you were here.

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

New life

here's my very first post from here, KL. i've been stuck without laptop almost 2 weeks and finally got it yesterday. well, life's pretty good nowadays but still, it sucks. i miss my home. i miss my mom and dad. i miss my grandma, my sisters and i miss my friends toooo. and the most one i miss my hometown foodsssss! :( i wanna go home like seriously. really :'(

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

Last day

All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breakin', it's early morn
The taxi's waitin', he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

I'm ...

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I'll tell you now, they don't mean a thing

Every place I go, I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time, oh, let me kiss you
And close your eyes and I'll be on my way

Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times that I won't have to say ...

Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

And I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

But I'm leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
Leaving on a jet plane
(Ah ah ah ah)
(Leaving) On a jet plane

see, time ticks TOO FAST. today is my last day in my hometown. i dont feel like going there. really :'( can i stop the time? i feel like shit now. kthanksbye.

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

Last weekends

let the photos above talk how's my last weekends in hometown. enjoy! :)

countdown : 5 days left

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

Jet lag

Hello readers, how's life been treatin' you? am so busy this past few days. bought things that i need for my new life in KL. you see, mr. clock really ticks so fast. today is my last weekends in my hometown. i dont feel like going there but i'm also curious about living there and uni life. anyway, i've deleted some posts i've ever posted. I don't know why but it's grammatical error and childish thoughts. so i decided to delete them all. enough for today. gotta off now. enjoy your weekends. ciaooo.

countdown : 6 days left

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

Gotcha!

1. Let’s start off with your relationship status:
s i n g l e

2.Have you been disappointed in the past three days?
errr,, yessss

3.Are you alone right now?
ya

4.Have you ever kissed someone who was high?
yes

5.Have you ever fallen asleep in school?

of course yes!

6.Who’s the biggest douche bag that you know?
idk

7.Do you like anyone?
everyone does

8.What about dislike anyone?
not really

9.Do you have empty bottles of alcohol anywhere?
my dad's

10.Who was last to slap your butt?
no idea

11.Do you have siblings over the age of 21?
nope. i'm the oldest

12.Relationships or one night stands ?
relationship to be sure.

13.Honestly, did you really love the last person you said I love you to?
i do

14.What do you usually do right away when you wake up?
checking my bb

15.When was the last time you were told you were cute?
this afternoon

16.If you caught your significant other cheating on you what would you do?
no idea

17.Ever sat in someone’s lap because there were no more seats in a vehicle?
yesss

18.Last person you talked to on the phone?
my friend, arlia

19.What’s the closest black thing to you?
mouse?

20.What were you doing last night at midnight?
sleeping

21.Has anyone ever called you perfect before?
err, ya?

22.Is there anyone in the room with you?
nope

23.Can you honestly say you’re okay right now?
yes

24.Is any part of your body sore?
my back

25.How old will you be turning on your next birthday?
the last teen. 19 :(

26.Have you kissed the last person you texted?
yeah

27.Do you want a tattoo?
no

28.Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you?
yes

29.Next time you will kiss someone?
of course yes

30.What are you planning on doing after this?
idk

31.Ever kissed someone that smokes?
NO and never will!

32.Could you go a month without talking to your best friend?
maybe

33.Anything surprising happen lately?
nothing

34.Whens the last time you fell asleep on the couch?
cant remember

35.Do you believe what comes around goes around?
not really

36.What song are you currently listening to?
wish you were here

37.Waiting for anything?
YES

38.If you had a tree that could grow anything you want, what would it grow?
money money moneyyyyyyy

39.Have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up?
yes

40.What are you excited about?
my uni life

41.You’re single, why?
dont feel like having relationship now

42.Something you really want right now?
polaroid ey? :p

43.Did you drink anything with alcohol this week?
nope

44.Do you know anyone who’s been in jail?
no

45.Let me guess, your last incoming call was from the opposite sex?
no. my mom

46.What do you bite on more, your tongue, lip, or nails?
lip

47.Are you nice to everyone?
yes?

48.Have you ever cried from being so mad?
yes

49.Are you someone’s best friend?
i think so

50.Have you told anybody you loved them today and meant it?
errr,,,

51.Camping with a ton of friends or hotel with a few friends?
depends

countdown: 13days left.

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

And i'm still blue

I see couples whenever i go out and it just makes me so jealous of how lucky they are to be together. I just want you here so bad, freaking bad. nothing seems right without you. i lay in bed every night wishing that i could feel your arms around me, but yeah it's impossible cause you're there and i'm here.

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

Feeling so blue

Do you know how it feels to be left alone with nobody like your loved-one beside you or even in the same country? do you know what it feels to wait 3 months or maybe more between each period of time together? and that time you spend together is less than what you had wait. i don't even know how i can smile all day long but cry myself to sleep at night. the pain that pull so hard on my heart. it's as if something's holding the blood-pumping muscle inside your chest and squeezing it so tight.

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

Down to earth

I never thought it’d be easy
Cause we both so distant now
And the walls are closing in on us
And we’re wondering how
No one has a solid answer
But just walking in the dark
And you can see the look on my face It just tears me apart

So we fight (so we fight) through the hurt (through the hurt)
And we cry and cry and cry and cry
And we live (and we love) and we learn (and we love)
And we try and try and try and try

So it’s up to you and it’s up to me

That we meet in the middle on our way back down to Earth

Down to Earth, Down to Earth
On our way back down to Earth
*Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth,
Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth*

And mommy you were always somewhere
Daddy I live out of town
So tell me how could I ever be normal somehow
You tell me this is for the best
So tell me why am I in tears?
*Woah* So far away, and now I just need you here

So we fight (we fight) through the hurt (through the hurt)
And we cry and cry and cry and cry
And we live (we live) and we love (we love)
And we try and try and try and try

So it’s up to you and it’s up to me
That we meet in the middle on our way back down to Earth
Down to Earth, Down to Earth
On our way back down to Earth
*Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth,
Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth*

We fell so far away from the way we used to be
Now we’re standing and where do we go
When there’s no road to get to your heart
Let’s start over again

So it’s up to you and it’s up to me
That we meet in the middle on our way back down to Earth
Down to Earth, Down to Earth
On our way back down to Earth
Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth,
Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth,

I never thought it would be easy
Cause we both so distant now
And the walls are closing in on us
And we’re wondering how

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari