Last weekends

let the photos above talk how's my last weekends in hometown. enjoy! :)

countdown : 5 days left

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

Jet lag

Hello readers, how's life been treatin' you? am so busy this past few days. bought things that i need for my new life in KL. you see, mr. clock really ticks so fast. today is my last weekends in my hometown. i dont feel like going there but i'm also curious about living there and uni life. anyway, i've deleted some posts i've ever posted. I don't know why but it's grammatical error and childish thoughts. so i decided to delete them all. enough for today. gotta off now. enjoy your weekends. ciaooo.

countdown : 6 days left

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

Gotcha!

1. Let’s start off with your relationship status:
s i n g l e

2.Have you been disappointed in the past three days?
errr,, yessss

3.Are you alone right now?
ya

4.Have you ever kissed someone who was high?
yes

5.Have you ever fallen asleep in school?

of course yes!

6.Who’s the biggest douche bag that you know?
idk

7.Do you like anyone?
everyone does

8.What about dislike anyone?
not really

9.Do you have empty bottles of alcohol anywhere?
my dad's

10.Who was last to slap your butt?
no idea

11.Do you have siblings over the age of 21?
nope. i'm the oldest

12.Relationships or one night stands ?
relationship to be sure.

13.Honestly, did you really love the last person you said I love you to?
i do

14.What do you usually do right away when you wake up?
checking my bb

15.When was the last time you were told you were cute?
this afternoon

16.If you caught your significant other cheating on you what would you do?
no idea

17.Ever sat in someone’s lap because there were no more seats in a vehicle?
yesss

18.Last person you talked to on the phone?
my friend, arlia

19.What’s the closest black thing to you?
mouse?

20.What were you doing last night at midnight?
sleeping

21.Has anyone ever called you perfect before?
err, ya?

22.Is there anyone in the room with you?
nope

23.Can you honestly say you’re okay right now?
yes

24.Is any part of your body sore?
my back

25.How old will you be turning on your next birthday?
the last teen. 19 :(

26.Have you kissed the last person you texted?
yeah

27.Do you want a tattoo?
no

28.Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you?
yes

29.Next time you will kiss someone?
of course yes

30.What are you planning on doing after this?
idk

31.Ever kissed someone that smokes?
NO and never will!

32.Could you go a month without talking to your best friend?
maybe

33.Anything surprising happen lately?
nothing

34.Whens the last time you fell asleep on the couch?
cant remember

35.Do you believe what comes around goes around?
not really

36.What song are you currently listening to?
wish you were here

37.Waiting for anything?
YES

38.If you had a tree that could grow anything you want, what would it grow?
money money moneyyyyyyy

39.Have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up?
yes

40.What are you excited about?
my uni life

41.You’re single, why?
dont feel like having relationship now

42.Something you really want right now?
polaroid ey? :p

43.Did you drink anything with alcohol this week?
nope

44.Do you know anyone who’s been in jail?
no

45.Let me guess, your last incoming call was from the opposite sex?
no. my mom

46.What do you bite on more, your tongue, lip, or nails?
lip

47.Are you nice to everyone?
yes?

48.Have you ever cried from being so mad?
yes

49.Are you someone’s best friend?
i think so

50.Have you told anybody you loved them today and meant it?
errr,,,

51.Camping with a ton of friends or hotel with a few friends?
depends

countdown: 13days left.

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

And i'm still blue

I see couples whenever i go out and it just makes me so jealous of how lucky they are to be together. I just want you here so bad, freaking bad. nothing seems right without you. i lay in bed every night wishing that i could feel your arms around me, but yeah it's impossible cause you're there and i'm here.

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

Feeling so blue

Do you know how it feels to be left alone with nobody like your loved-one beside you or even in the same country? do you know what it feels to wait 3 months or maybe more between each period of time together? and that time you spend together is less than what you had wait. i don't even know how i can smile all day long but cry myself to sleep at night. the pain that pull so hard on my heart. it's as if something's holding the blood-pumping muscle inside your chest and squeezing it so tight.

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

Down to earth

I never thought it’d be easy
Cause we both so distant now
And the walls are closing in on us
And we’re wondering how
No one has a solid answer
But just walking in the dark
And you can see the look on my face It just tears me apart

So we fight (so we fight) through the hurt (through the hurt)
And we cry and cry and cry and cry
And we live (and we love) and we learn (and we love)
And we try and try and try and try

So it’s up to you and it’s up to me

That we meet in the middle on our way back down to Earth

Down to Earth, Down to Earth
On our way back down to Earth
*Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth,
Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth*

And mommy you were always somewhere
Daddy I live out of town
So tell me how could I ever be normal somehow
You tell me this is for the best
So tell me why am I in tears?
*Woah* So far away, and now I just need you here

So we fight (we fight) through the hurt (through the hurt)
And we cry and cry and cry and cry
And we live (we live) and we love (we love)
And we try and try and try and try

So it’s up to you and it’s up to me
That we meet in the middle on our way back down to Earth
Down to Earth, Down to Earth
On our way back down to Earth
*Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth,
Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth*

We fell so far away from the way we used to be
Now we’re standing and where do we go
When there’s no road to get to your heart
Let’s start over again

So it’s up to you and it’s up to me
That we meet in the middle on our way back down to Earth
Down to Earth, Down to Earth
On our way back down to Earth
Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth,
Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth, Back down to Earth,

I never thought it would be easy
Cause we both so distant now
And the walls are closing in on us
And we’re wondering how

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

Re-blog

A - AVAILABLE: yes

B - BIRTHDAY: 3rd March 1993

C - CRUSHING ON: no idea

D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: carrot juice

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: my lovely cousin wisely lim :)

F - FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT: if you stay

H - HOMETOWN: Medan

I - IN LOVE WITH: my family

J - JUGGLE: auooooo

K - KILLED SOMEONE: never forever

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: 4?

M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: strawberry!

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 2

O - ONE WISH: blessed me and my family and all of us :)

P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: mommy

R- REASON TO SMILE: fake smile

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: jar of hearts

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 9

U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: rainbow! :p

V - VEGETABLE: euww!

W - WORST HABIT: always sleep at 12+

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD MOST RECENTLY: none

Y - YOYOS ARE: suck

Z - ZODIAC SIGN: pisces

RANDOM QUESTIONS ABOUT YOU

Your favorite number/s: 3,7

What color do you wear most: white

Least favorite color: almost all except green

What are you listening to: nothing

Are you happy with your life right now: maybe

What is your favorite class in school: no more school

Who is/are your best friend/s: you, you, you, and you!

Are you outgoing: sometimes

Favorite pair of shoes: prefer sandals :p

Can you dance? BIG NO

Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth: no

Can you whistle: yes

Cross your eyes: no

Walk with your toes curled: sometimes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN...

Do you believe in life in other planets: yes

Do you believe in miracles: YES

Do you believe in magic: no

Love at first sight: no

Do you believe in Santa: yes

Do you know how to swim: nope

Do you like roller coasters: yeah

Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows: depends

Have you ever been on a plane: yeah

Have you ever asked someone out: oh cmon, of course yes!

Have you ever been to the ocean: yeah

Have you ever painted your nails? painted now

THE WHAT'S

What is the temperature outside? freakin' hot

What radio station do you listen to: 97.5 FM

What was the last restaurant you ate at: Bistro 061

What was the last thing you bought: forget

What was the last thing on TV you watched: idk

THE WHO'S

Who was the last person you IM'd: none

Who was the last person you took a picture of: myself :p

Who was the last person you said I love you to: no idea

CRYING SECTION - WTF?

Ever really cried your heart out: YES

Ever cried yourself to sleep: YES

Ever cried on your friend's shoulder: yes

Ever cried over the opposite sex: no

Do you cry when you get an injury: sometimes

Do certain songs make you cry: never

HAPPY SECTION

Are you a happy person? maybe

LOOK AT ME

What is your current hair color: black

CURRENTLY WEARING

What shirt are you wearing: tank top

Pants: hot pants

Shoes: no

Necklaces: no

IN A BOY

Favorite eye color: brown, blue

Short or long hair: short

Height: taller than me but not really tall -.-

HAVE YOU EVER

Been to jail: no

Mooned someone: no

Thought about suicide: no

Laughed so hard you cried: yes

Cried in school: yes

Thrown up in a store: yes

Wanted to be a model: sometimes

Seen a dead body: yes :|

Been on drugs: NO

Gone skinny dipping: no

THIS OR THAT

Pepsi or Coke: pepsi

McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's

Single or Group Dates: depends

Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla

Strawberries or Blueberries: both

Meat or Veggies: meat for sure

TV or Movie: movies

Guitar or Drums: DRUM

Adidas or Nike: both

Chinese or Mexican: chinese

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

Wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and passed

The innocent can never last

wake me up when September ends

like my father's come to pass

seven years has gone so fast

wake me up when September ends

here comes the rain again

falling from the stars

drenched in my pain again

becoming who we are

as my memory rests

but never forgets what I lost

wake me up when September ends

summer has come and passed

the innocent can never last

wake me up when September ends

ring out the bells again

like we did when spring began

wake me up when September ends

here comes the rain again

falling from the stars

drenched in my pain again

becoming who we are

as my memory rests

but never forgets what I lost

wake me up when September ends

Summer has come and passed

The innocent can never last

wake me up when September ends

like my father's come to pass

twenty years has gone so fast

wake me up when September ends

wake me up when September ends

wake me up when September ends

i wanna fall asleep until september ends. so, wake me up when september ends.

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

Wishlist

here's my wishlist :

1. Polaroid

2. Puppies

they're too cute to be true, right?

Dadddddd mommmm pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :(

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

Never regret

Sometimes i regret everything that has happened in my life. but i know that's useless if i keep regretting about it. I know that the past cannot be changed, forgotten, edited or even erased. it just can only be accepted. so, i should never regret about the past because the past has given me the knowledge that i have today and helped make me who i am today.
xoxo,
Dewi Novita Sari

No idea

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

I am March

JANUARY = PIMP

Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE.

FEBRUARY = THUG
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Resend this in 5 min. and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match. ♥

MARCH = GORGEOUS
Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive personality. Very sexy!!. Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others . Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! A very big flirt!and quiet the charmer. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of the other 11 months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.likes to keep theyre crushes kinda secret.pretty much flawless.

APRIL = SEXY
Suave and compromising.. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic.. Hot but has brains.

MAY = LOVER
Hella sexy, loves sex n making luv, tends to be SOOOOO hott!! Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

JUNE = FINEASS
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takesrep pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 day

JULY = GANGSTA
You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with a JUNE brithday. It is also more likely than that you have a massive record collection. When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!!

AUGUST = ATTITUDE
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. self control. kind hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by “no pain no gain” caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious.. independent. strong willed. a fighter.

SEPTEMBER = PIMP
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Does not harm others. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt and hard to recover. Daydreamer and does fullfill. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

OCTOBER = HOTTIE
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

NOVEMBER = SWEETIE
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck.. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.

DECEMBER = BEAUTY
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Loves freedom. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

Strangers, again

it's funny how we're stranger before then being friends, being more than friends, and last end up with strangers, again.

anw, happy belated birthday Indonesia :D Indonesia has a lot of tourism to visit because Indonesia rich of nature, did you ever visit any places in Indonesia? did u ever heard about Bali Island in Indonesia? It's one of the famous tourism in Indonesia. well, sometimes i feel so proud being an indonesian but sometimes i don't. but however, i do love indonesia :)

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

I'm invisible

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Dewi Novita Sari

Moments will stay forever in memory

hello readers :) how's your sunday? mine was great :D hope yours too. I went to church this morning then fetched by my friend then had our brunch at lekker. after that went to sun plaza, met my bestiesss there. i'm so freaking miss themmmmm! will i get friends like them in KL? *sigh* then fetched by my friend again and went to church again after that went to MW. then off to home. exhausted day but it was funnnn :D am going to miss this moments. surely i will. no doubts :'( signing off. goodnight :*

xoxo,
Dewi Novita Sari

Hold me tight and don't let me go

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

Famous lies

Because of this forever holiday, my weight gain and it totally sucks. i want my skinny body back :( and people keeps saying "okay, diet starts tomorrow" but it will never happen :| oh gosh, i want september come faster. i want end this holiday soon, yeah really s o o n.

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

Roses

here's my second post for today. i'm just too bored. wondering when will i get a bouquet of roses. that would be aww! :3

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

photos above were taken when i'm in KL last month. enjoy :)

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari

Polaroid

me want polaroid so badlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :'(

xoxo,

Dewi Novita Sari