7979,54 miles away

hey how's life? :) I've done my final projects and now I'm on holiday. but it sucks when your friends are going back to hometown and you're alone -.- since i got one week holiday so i decided to stay at vivi's in sunway. i'll going back to my place this friday. and you know what, finally i moved to single room. yayy! i'll show you the picture soon :) honestly I'm feeling so blue in here. totally blue :( people tell me that I'm so strong for this situation but seriously there's a part of me that nobody knows. nobody knows the mess that i am when I'm alone. they don't see how i fall apart. i do need someone out there right here next to me right now. i try and stay strong everyday, but when i see those people looking into each others eyes and smiling, cuddling, laughing together, even simply holding hands, my heart starts to ache and i feel like breaking down. i try and stay strong everyday. this is a decision we both made and i don't regret it. i don't wish i was with someone here and i don't blame anyone or anything. this is my our decision. i know it isn't easy but it isn't impossible either. i try not to give up because sometimes i realized that beginnings are always the hardest. so lets keep my head up, stay strong, fake a smile and move on.

xoxo,

dewinovitasari

Go eat makeup

seriously what's the point in being two faced? just say it to my face not through your status. how i hate people who are two faced, if you don't like me then stop pretending like you do. just get the fuck off. I'm tired of trusting people. I'm tired of being backstabbed. let me tell you something, trust no bitch and just be your own best friend. who cares if people say you're a loser. at least you know you're not getting fucked over in the end like they will be at one point.

xoxo,

dewinovitasari

STOP KONY

seriously you guys should watch it and help me to share it too!

xoxo,

dewinovitasari

Last teen

Dear God,

Thank you God for giving me another year of life. thank you for all the blessings you showered upon me. thank you for all the people who remembered me by sending greetings, gifts and good wishes. i really appreciated it. God, please lead me in the days ahead to make this the best year yet and through it to bring good credit, happiness, pride and joy to myself. Amen.

hello everyone, as you don't know I turned 19 last Saturday on 3rd March. this is the very first time i celebrated my birthday alone i mean without my family. but i feel so glad that I've the best cousin ever, Wisely. a simple celebration and gathering on my birthday with her and with my new friends in here :) well, as you all know 19 is the last year of teenage year, so this is my last year as a teen and i will turning 20 in next year. doesn't time flies way too fast huh? i wanna be forever young. i know you all want to live forever young, don't you? ciao!

xoxo,

dewinovitasari